I woke up drowsily when I felt my phone just beeping for the umpteenth time. I take a look at my phone with a half conscious, it's messages from my mom. She woke me up by sms, as usual. Although she is the one who told me to wake up by myself with my own alarm, but still she will end up flooded my inbox before I reply back, sign of me already fully wake up.
From : Mom
Wake up! Wake up! Get out from your bed and go out for dinner before it's get too dark.
From : Me
Yes, mom...
But soon I dive deep into my slumber again.
I didn't know how long I just sleep, but it's kind of a nice sleep I think. And I got insomniac lately, a sleeping habit that already I left behind a years ago, but now it's back. I couldn't blame it, though I'm busy with my final project for college.
Fortunately I always find a time to take a nap, even though not really fully nap. Sometimes I just tossed and turned around on my bed while listening to my music from my bluetooth speaker. I put it on low volume, slow rhythm, but still I can't sleep. But today, it's one of the rare nap I just have. And I realized that I sleep soundly through this afternoon.
I'm just feeling tired, from many things. And I couldn't lie if I say I get a little tired after crying.
Did I mention about crying? Hahahaha... yes, I'm a human too. The truth is, I'm not easy too cry, but when I did it's must be the time I couldn't hide it anymore. Lucky for people who see me crumble and cried my heart out.
And yeah, like I said before I'm not easy to cry, I'm even can counting how many times I cried in a year. LOL
But crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has always been a sign that you're alive.
Crying doesn't mean a person is weak, but it means a person has a heart. - Abhishek Tiwari
I cried because I'm tired. There's lot of thing going through in my mind at the same time while my body starts to show a hint of exhausted.
It's already 7 PM. As soon as I open my eyes again I starts to reach my phone. And there you are... 5 messages in my inbox.
As expected, 3 messages from my mom, 2 others from my friends.
Geez! I just sleep not dead.
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